It's fascinating when you start to see opposing feelings playing out within you. Opposing feelings from the same source.
Happens quite often right?
I write about it because I'm sitting with it right now, lots of trepidation, and anticipation ..... and I find that the anticipation is struggling to stay put.
I have four travel plans coming up in real quick succession, and it's calling for so much planning and coordination, not to speak of ticketing, accommodation, logistics, shopping .....all at 4x times. Default seems to be the weight of trepidation taking over, there's just so much of it, and it's taking an effort to see beyond it.......having to search for 'where is the fun element in this?'.
It's all there, it's just about which one do you want to pay attention to. Almost like it's taken this bit of writing to even clear the way for the anticipation to surface.
This I guess holds true for a lot of what happens in life. At home, at work, in relationships...... in being. Negativity trumps Positivity is as subtle as it's true.......can happen without our even noticing.
Helps to be aware....for all around, as also for self.
Identifying means and the end has always helped.. and to know the end is worth the means.. have an awesome time. The time you invest in planning will give you the joys of the travel!
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